1 00:01:08,895 --> 00:01:12,499 As a child, you spent hours on this swing. 2 00:01:15,676 --> 00:01:17,332 Why the long face? 3 00:01:18,557 --> 00:01:21,263 Can I ask you a question? -Sure. 4 00:01:23,109 --> 00:01:26,165 Did you have another love before grandpa? 5 00:01:34,333 --> 00:01:36,556 He was the only man in my life. 6 00:01:37,368 --> 00:01:40,957 I married him because I had no choice, but I learned to love him. 7 00:01:41,916 --> 00:01:43,338 Back then they said: 8 00:01:43,458 --> 00:01:46,055 "A woman without a trade has 2 options: 9 00:01:46,338 --> 00:01:48,506 Marriage or prostitution." 10 00:01:48,626 --> 00:01:50,393 That's about the same. 11 00:01:51,041 --> 00:01:52,915 What if you could start anew? 12 00:01:53,140 --> 00:01:55,457 -Would Pepe be the man of your life? -No. 13 00:01:56,423 --> 00:01:57,971 If I could start anew 14 00:01:58,091 --> 00:02:00,317 I'd get fucked as much as I could. 15 00:02:00,644 --> 00:02:02,707 Everyone should share your ideas. 16 00:02:03,416 --> 00:02:06,457 A man who gets laid is a super macho. 17 00:02:06,930 --> 00:02:09,207 If it's a woman, she's a slut. 18 00:02:09,327 --> 00:02:12,665 -Sexual equality. -Forget what they say! 19 00:02:13,062 --> 00:02:15,800 If they made love more and spoke less... 20 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:17,186 It would be better. 21 00:02:17,306 --> 00:02:18,789 -It's not that simple. 22 00:02:19,479 --> 00:02:20,537 What isn't? 23 00:02:21,958 --> 00:02:23,415 Pay no mind, grandma. 24 00:02:23,719 --> 00:02:26,643 -It's hard to explain. -You know what you should do? 25 00:02:27,207 --> 00:02:28,210 Look. 26 00:02:31,055 --> 00:02:33,837 Jot down your doubts, ideas, problems on a sheet of paper, 27 00:02:33,957 --> 00:02:35,746 but interrogatively 28 00:02:36,082 --> 00:02:39,206 so you can see them from outside and understand them. 29 00:02:39,326 --> 00:02:41,998 I did that at you age, and it helped a lot. 30 00:02:43,633 --> 00:02:46,251 And I still do, but so as not to forget. 31 00:02:46,644 --> 00:02:48,623 Dinner is ready. Come on. 32 00:02:50,041 --> 00:02:52,975 When you made love with grandpa, how was it? 33 00:02:54,874 --> 00:02:56,414 You're very curious. 34 00:02:58,207 --> 00:03:00,373 Come, I've made shellfish meatballs for you. 35 00:03:00,540 --> 00:03:02,706 Enough for you to take to Barcelona. 36 00:03:09,415 --> 00:03:13,538 I lost my virginity on the 17th of July, 1993, 37 00:03:13,876 --> 00:03:17,115 at 2:46 in the morning. 38 00:03:23,749 --> 00:03:25,651 It was during a vacation period, 39 00:03:25,771 --> 00:03:27,200 when I was 15. 40 00:03:27,865 --> 00:03:30,039 You never forget a moment like that. 41 00:03:30,207 --> 00:03:32,552 Are you okay? -Yes. 42 00:04:29,121 --> 00:04:31,194 I remember I felt nothing, 43 00:04:31,597 --> 00:04:34,664 just deep shame for not having bled, and 44 00:04:34,925 --> 00:04:38,765 that strange feeling of having pissed in bed. 45 00:04:40,415 --> 00:04:43,428 I left with the excuse of the toilet, 46 00:04:47,040 --> 00:04:51,306 with the feeling of my experience with Eduard 47 00:04:51,971 --> 00:04:54,121 couldn't be like that. A feeling like that 48 00:04:54,972 --> 00:04:56,831 made me go back to him. I was lacking something. 49 00:04:58,133 --> 00:05:00,831 But, what are you doing here? 50 00:05:23,685 --> 00:05:27,023 -Again. -Once again? 51 00:05:27,143 --> 00:05:32,190 No, hundreds of times. 52 00:05:32,627 --> 00:05:34,525 Hundreds of times. 53 00:05:45,442 --> 00:05:48,268 That strange release of energy aroused 54 00:05:48,388 --> 00:05:52,248 in me a desire to communicate through my body, 55 00:05:52,415 --> 00:05:57,170 a curiosity to experience sensations through a kiss, 56 00:05:57,589 --> 00:05:58,843 a caress. 57 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:01,101 or the contact of my skin. 58 00:07:49,165 --> 00:07:52,409 14 years after my first experience with Eduard 59 00:07:52,529 --> 00:07:54,093 I live in Barcelona 60 00:07:55,031 --> 00:07:58,849 and still have the same urge to experiment through my body. 61 00:08:09,165 --> 00:08:11,534 My diary, it was here. 62 00:08:12,276 --> 00:08:13,414 -You're writing a diary? 63 00:08:13,534 --> 00:08:16,217 -I follow your advice. -I didn't tell you to. 64 00:08:16,337 --> 00:08:19,714 Just to jot down your problems for a better perspective. 65 00:08:19,834 --> 00:08:22,172 Diaries are for lonely people. 66 00:08:22,292 --> 00:08:23,337 That's not true. 67 00:08:23,457 --> 00:08:25,968 They have something to tell. 68 00:08:26,088 --> 00:08:27,801 Because their life is different. 69 00:08:27,921 --> 00:08:30,426 And they always hope that someone will discover it, 70 00:08:30,546 --> 00:08:33,873 read it to get to know the true personality of the author. 71 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:36,449 Right, because they feel lonely. 72 00:08:40,915 --> 00:08:43,297 It's the third blackout this week. 73 00:08:43,417 --> 00:08:46,561 -The dark still scares you. 74 00:08:46,681 --> 00:08:48,742 -This lighter doesn't work. 75 00:08:49,593 --> 00:08:52,754 Don't speak badly of me in your diary. 76 00:08:52,874 --> 00:08:54,131 Of course not. 77 00:08:57,415 --> 00:08:59,787 Could you write something for me? 78 00:09:00,124 --> 00:09:03,280 That you're not alone, that I'm with you. 79 00:09:05,624 --> 00:09:06,810 It's about time. 80 00:09:07,790 --> 00:09:09,914 I'm unbearable in the dark. 81 00:09:10,665 --> 00:09:12,272 Unbearable. 82 00:09:20,374 --> 00:09:23,936 You smell of fields, of wet, recently cut grass. 83 00:09:26,656 --> 00:09:28,369 Why don't you stay over? 84 00:09:29,626 --> 00:09:31,081 No, I can't. 85 00:09:33,332 --> 00:09:37,731 Tomorrow I have a meeting and must prepare my presentation. 86 00:09:38,232 --> 00:09:42,045 Alex, why don't you ever stay to sleep with me? Please? 87 00:09:42,165 --> 00:09:43,896 You don't want me to sleep. 88 00:09:44,016 --> 00:09:45,260 No. 89 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,201 Don't you ever get tired? 90 00:09:50,624 --> 00:09:53,320 Val, I can't keep up with your pace. 91 00:09:55,312 --> 00:09:58,378 Besides, I told you I have a meeting tomorrow. 92 00:10:00,398 --> 00:10:01,478 Come on. 93 00:10:12,984 --> 00:10:14,042 Hassan. 94 00:10:14,162 --> 00:10:14,998 Valerie. 95 00:10:15,118 --> 00:10:16,236 Nice to hear you. 96 00:10:16,356 --> 00:10:19,007 You disappeared into thin air but I found you΄ 97 00:10:19,127 --> 00:10:21,797 I'll be in Barcelona this week. I want to see you΄ 98 00:10:21,917 --> 00:10:23,128 -How about Thursday? 99 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:26,498 -Okay, I'll call you. A kiss. 100 00:10:33,593 --> 00:10:35,372 -Who was that? -Hassan. 101 00:10:35,492 --> 00:10:38,099 -He's coming? -I'll see him τhursday. 102 00:10:39,669 --> 00:10:41,872 Back to my desk, things are getting rough. 103 00:10:41,992 --> 00:10:42,481 What is? 104 00:10:42,601 --> 00:10:44,251 They're restructuring. 105 00:10:44,371 --> 00:10:46,990 I've heard that ever since I'm here. 106 00:10:47,110 --> 00:10:48,102 Yeah, well... 107 00:10:54,815 --> 00:10:58,098 I've been asked what I feel when I make love. 108 00:10:58,731 --> 00:11:02,480 It's like a mix of energy with the other person that makes me fly 109 00:11:02,600 --> 00:11:04,367 and merge with the cosmos. 110 00:11:05,059 --> 00:11:08,376 τhe energy of my orgasm is a small part of me that goes 111 00:11:08,496 --> 00:11:11,032 and ends up mixing with the universe. 112 00:11:11,534 --> 00:11:14,512 A sidereal trip that takes me to infinity. 113 00:11:29,146 --> 00:11:33,879 In my country they say Allah told the south wind that he'd 114 00:11:34,197 --> 00:11:36,466 create the Arabian horse from it. 115 00:11:36,586 --> 00:11:38,986 "So be it", said the wind. 116 00:11:39,282 --> 00:11:44,142 He held a puft and tied it to the horse's mane 117 00:11:44,262 --> 00:11:47,032 so it wouldn't forget where it came from, 118 00:11:47,306 --> 00:11:51,048 but it turned out to be so fast 119 00:11:51,310 --> 00:11:54,686 and cunning that no one could ride it, and it was Ishmael, 120 00:11:54,806 --> 00:11:59,712 the first faithful, who was able to tame one of them 121 00:11:59,832 --> 00:12:05,081 and called it Kuhaylan, the Black Antelope. 122 00:12:05,201 --> 00:12:09,037 You're more difficult to tame than that first horse. 123 00:12:09,157 --> 00:12:10,870 I don't know how to name you. 124 00:12:10,990 --> 00:12:12,248 Are you calling me wild? 125 00:12:13,841 --> 00:12:14,561 Yes. 126 00:12:25,591 --> 00:12:28,045 I think I've never fucked you in a bed. 127 00:12:28,760 --> 00:12:30,854 We can do that now, if you want. 128 00:12:45,015 --> 00:12:47,015 Although... I've just had a better idea. 129 00:12:47,135 --> 00:12:48,433 Here, look. 130 00:12:51,281 --> 00:12:54,597 Where are they? You've hidden them again? 131 00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:56,751 No. 132 00:12:56,871 --> 00:12:58,860 Not now, Hassan, please. 133 00:12:58,980 --> 00:13:01,544 I don't feel like it right now, not today, no. 134 00:13:01,664 --> 00:13:03,814 Here they are! 135 00:13:04,037 --> 00:13:05,433 No, please. 136 00:13:08,859 --> 00:13:09,786 No. 137 00:13:10,806 --> 00:13:12,180 Not today. 138 00:13:12,424 --> 00:13:14,417 Yes, yes, today. 139 00:13:15,006 --> 00:13:16,806 Look, look, come on. 140 00:13:45,832 --> 00:13:46,956 Good morning. 141 00:13:49,693 --> 00:13:52,289 Be careful, Val, you're late again. 142 00:13:53,871 --> 00:13:55,123 Want one? 143 00:13:55,475 --> 00:13:59,373 I don't want to even see them, I need coffee. 144 00:13:59,493 --> 00:14:02,368 I bought a dress for Marcos' wedding. 145 00:14:02,713 --> 00:14:06,280 When I tried it on I realized I couldn't zip it up. 146 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:09,976 So I cried like a baby and then I called you. 147 00:14:10,096 --> 00:14:11,976 You knew about Hassan. 148 00:14:12,366 --> 00:14:16,358 I forgot, but I never find you when I need you anyway. 149 00:14:16,773 --> 00:14:19,337 I'm thinking of publishing an ad to find a boyfriend. 150 00:14:19,457 --> 00:14:21,093 An ad? What do you mean? 151 00:14:21,311 --> 00:14:23,570 You have to stop being obsessed. 152 00:14:23,690 --> 00:14:26,498 How can you find him not going out? 153 00:14:26,665 --> 00:14:29,129 I don't want just one-night stands. 154 00:14:29,249 --> 00:14:31,349 You must try before falling in love. 155 00:14:31,469 --> 00:14:34,039 I need to fall in love, Val, 156 00:14:34,207 --> 00:14:35,920 find a man who loves me and 157 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:37,885 perhaps buy me flowers now and then. 158 00:14:38,005 --> 00:14:40,831 I rather he fucks well. I'll buy the flowers. 159 00:14:40,951 --> 00:14:44,127 I can't stand not having anyone to talk to at home, 160 00:14:44,247 --> 00:14:48,498 to wake up alone and find half a lemon in the icebox. 161 00:14:49,332 --> 00:14:52,825 Love fills iceboxes and mine's been empty for a long time. 162 00:14:56,832 --> 00:15:00,706 I was worried. You didn't call yesterday to say good night. 163 00:15:00,874 --> 00:15:04,331 I got home late. I had dinner with some friends. 164 00:15:04,499 --> 00:15:06,957 -Did you like the meatballs? -Yes, delicious. 165 00:15:07,077 --> 00:15:09,804 I'm hanging up. I must finish your sweater΄ 166 00:15:10,249 --> 00:15:14,248 -I love you, I love you.΄. -Me too. Till tomorrow, grandma. 167 00:15:38,423 --> 00:15:40,248 Tame me. 168 00:15:40,867 --> 00:15:43,245 -What? -Tame me. 169 00:16:13,198 --> 00:16:15,795 You deserve some flowers. 170 00:16:18,516 --> 00:16:20,814 I want to fuck all night long. 171 00:16:20,934 --> 00:16:25,039 I can't. I can't. I can't, Val. 172 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:31,264 -I have to go. -What's the matter? 173 00:16:31,384 --> 00:16:33,404 No, Val. Val, Val, Val, Val. 174 00:16:34,484 --> 00:16:36,459 I have to tell you something. 175 00:16:38,421 --> 00:16:41,414 -You have a girlfriend. -You knew? 176 00:16:41,534 --> 00:16:45,501 I imagined but, don't worry, I'm notjealous. 177 00:16:45,621 --> 00:16:50,039 Besides, I never asked you if you were alone. It's not my problem. 178 00:16:50,159 --> 00:16:52,545 I didn't think you'd take it like that. 179 00:16:52,665 --> 00:16:55,081 You wanted me to cry? 180 00:16:55,506 --> 00:16:56,652 Val, 181 00:16:59,467 --> 00:17:01,748 we must stop seeing each other. 182 00:17:02,465 --> 00:17:03,798 I want to fly. -Val. 183 00:17:04,331 --> 00:17:06,349 Val, Val. 184 00:17:07,098 --> 00:17:10,883 Haven't you understood? Can't you think of anything else? 185 00:17:12,023 --> 00:17:14,906 You got a problem. You can't spend all day 186 00:17:15,026 --> 00:17:15,812 thinking about fucking. 187 00:17:15,932 --> 00:17:18,495 I do, but you're a son of a bitch... 188 00:17:24,381 --> 00:17:26,628 Don't ever call me again, okay? 189 00:17:27,679 --> 00:17:28,681 Never! 190 00:17:29,424 --> 00:17:30,351 Fuck! 191 00:17:37,717 --> 00:17:41,514 Alex, another man who has left me. 192 00:17:42,258 --> 00:17:45,727 The loneliness, the silence. 193 00:17:48,109 --> 00:17:49,353 I need some air. 194 00:19:05,682 --> 00:19:07,733 What? Are you new here? 195 00:19:08,265 --> 00:19:12,285 This is my turf, baby! Beat it! Go work somewhere else. 196 00:19:57,224 --> 00:20:01,586 Some days I'd spend hours in the shower, feeling the water, 197 00:20:01,999 --> 00:20:03,806 forgetting everything. 198 00:20:04,265 --> 00:20:06,963 But I can't get Alex off of my mind. 199 00:20:07,083 --> 00:20:08,643 I liked him a lot. 200 00:20:09,515 --> 00:20:12,671 Like him, many others just want to fuck me, 201 00:20:13,206 --> 00:20:14,711 and I like that, 202 00:20:16,113 --> 00:20:17,367 but it hurts 203 00:20:18,242 --> 00:20:20,369 because, above all, I'm a woman. 204 00:20:22,338 --> 00:20:25,873 Darling I was calling to say good night, 205 00:20:26,294 --> 00:20:28,661 but I guess your out having a good time΄ 206 00:20:28,988 --> 00:20:32,397 You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young΄ 207 00:20:33,021 --> 00:20:34,431 Bye. A kiss. 208 00:20:39,290 --> 00:20:42,301 It's not fair, Val, they're pigs. 209 00:20:44,028 --> 00:20:47,377 You give them part of your life, and they fire you. 210 00:20:47,748 --> 00:20:48,548 Want a hand? 211 00:20:48,952 --> 00:20:52,071 Forget it, I was fed up anyway. 212 00:20:54,149 --> 00:20:55,491 Weren't you on a diet? 213 00:20:55,611 --> 00:20:58,207 How can I be being so depressed? 214 00:21:00,885 --> 00:21:02,871 You get it, I don't work here. 215 00:21:03,640 --> 00:21:04,389 Yes? 216 00:21:04,557 --> 00:21:08,844 No, Valerie can't attend to you, she no longer works here. Bye. 217 00:21:16,432 --> 00:21:17,714 Yes? 218 00:21:19,121 --> 00:21:20,452 Speaking. 219 00:21:20,706 --> 00:21:23,502 I got furious when I found out they called you. 220 00:21:23,878 --> 00:21:26,835 Thanks for coming, but there's no need. 221 00:21:27,536 --> 00:21:30,012 I got a few days vacation at work. 222 00:21:30,427 --> 00:21:32,136 I'd have come anyway. 223 00:21:32,419 --> 00:21:36,030 Don't look like that, Val. I've no intention of dying so soon. 224 00:21:36,259 --> 00:21:38,965 It was just a slight problem. My heart is holding out. 225 00:21:39,445 --> 00:21:42,532 Doctors always exaggerate. 226 00:21:43,210 --> 00:21:46,144 -What is wrong with you? -Nothing. 227 00:21:46,690 --> 00:21:48,250 Val, I know you well. 228 00:21:48,370 --> 00:21:50,143 Is it over a man? 229 00:21:52,140 --> 00:21:53,230 One? 230 00:21:55,183 --> 00:21:56,481 Over all of them. 231 00:21:57,425 --> 00:21:59,508 Do you know what nymphomania is? 232 00:22:01,067 --> 00:22:03,238 I think that's my problem. 233 00:22:04,489 --> 00:22:06,496 I can't control it. 234 00:22:07,838 --> 00:22:09,616 I need sex. 235 00:22:10,371 --> 00:22:13,049 I see a man and I need him. 236 00:22:13,709 --> 00:22:15,825 But no one understands that. 237 00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:19,894 People stare at me. 238 00:22:22,855 --> 00:22:25,674 It happens with strangers that don't attract me. 239 00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:27,731 I'm scared. 240 00:22:30,602 --> 00:22:33,526 Scared of not being like other women. 241 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:39,377 Scared of being hurt someday. 242 00:22:41,595 --> 00:22:45,631 Of not being able to live with one man, not having a family. 243 00:22:46,094 --> 00:22:50,626 Nymphomania, a man's invention to make women 244 00:22:51,431 --> 00:22:54,224 feel guilty if they break the rules. 245 00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:56,930 Everyone is the way they are. 246 00:22:58,369 --> 00:23:01,799 Never give up anything you really long for 247 00:23:02,290 --> 00:23:04,112 because you'll regret it. 248 00:23:04,544 --> 00:23:05,668 Believe me. 249 00:23:08,197 --> 00:23:09,321 To me, 250 00:23:09,794 --> 00:23:11,323 I think that you 251 00:23:13,206 --> 00:23:15,050 don't dare to live your life. 252 00:23:17,344 --> 00:23:18,948 Want a piece of advice? 253 00:23:21,997 --> 00:23:23,524 Enjoy life 254 00:23:24,746 --> 00:23:26,197 as much as you can. 255 00:23:29,664 --> 00:23:33,657 And go get my sweater, I want to finish it. 256 00:23:34,408 --> 00:23:36,851 You should rest, grandma. 257 00:23:37,135 --> 00:23:40,870 I've rested enough. Go on and get my knitting. 258 00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:49,026 Go on. 259 00:24:07,910 --> 00:24:09,198 CALL VAL 260 00:26:22,523 --> 00:26:25,654 I've lost the only person who understood me. 261 00:26:26,511 --> 00:26:28,889 I feel absolutely alone. 262 00:26:30,539 --> 00:26:34,390 I'd like to have the company of a man to comfort me, 263 00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:38,755 but I haven't the strength to go looking for him. 264 00:26:39,159 --> 00:26:40,462 I'm exhausted. 265 00:26:50,883 --> 00:26:53,904 Darling I was calling to say good night, 266 00:26:54,123 --> 00:26:56,104 but I guess your out having a good time 267 00:26:56,224 --> 00:26:58,752 You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young. 268 00:26:59,123 --> 00:27:00,498 Bye. A kiss. 269 00:27:01,711 --> 00:27:04,902 Darling I was calling to say good night, 270 00:27:05,022 --> 00:27:07,002 but I guess your out having a good time 271 00:27:07,169 --> 00:27:09,892 You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young. 272 00:27:10,205 --> 00:27:11,632 Bye. A kiss. 273 00:27:13,166 --> 00:27:16,406 Darling I was calling to say good night, 274 00:27:16,676 --> 00:27:18,606 but I guess your out having a good time 275 00:27:18,726 --> 00:27:21,627 You are so right! Enjoy it while you're young. 276 00:27:22,202 --> 00:27:23,566 Bye. A kiss. 277 00:27:37,249 --> 00:27:40,588 I called you a lot. You could at least answer. 278 00:27:41,002 --> 00:27:42,398 What happened? 279 00:27:45,707 --> 00:27:50,278 I know that my sex life is harming me, and that I can't go on like this. 280 00:27:50,398 --> 00:27:53,889 Although I'm sunk, I'm looking for work. 281 00:27:55,180 --> 00:27:59,325 Okay, you're the person I need. You speak English, 282 00:27:59,445 --> 00:28:01,304 you have knowledge of marketing. 283 00:28:01,675 --> 00:28:03,551 We sell a lot to France, 284 00:28:05,112 --> 00:28:08,239 and you'd take care of our communications, 285 00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:11,148 go with me to fairs, and have a ham for Christmas. 286 00:28:11,268 --> 00:28:13,782 -A ham? -I give them to my employees. 287 00:28:13,902 --> 00:28:16,556 you can't say we foreigners don't integrate. 288 00:28:17,081 --> 00:28:17,811 Interested? 289 00:28:17,931 --> 00:28:19,397 I have another interview today. 290 00:28:19,790 --> 00:28:23,554 -I'll let you know this week. -Okay. 291 00:28:31,862 --> 00:28:35,811 I see you're very observant. You see, we're moving. 292 00:28:36,630 --> 00:28:38,342 Why did you quit your last job? 293 00:28:38,462 --> 00:28:41,716 They cut down on personnel, including me, Mr... 294 00:28:42,228 --> 00:28:44,116 Rijas, Jaime Rijas. 295 00:28:44,236 --> 00:28:44,750 What? 296 00:28:44,870 --> 00:28:47,549 Rijas and Associates, General Manager. 297 00:28:48,997 --> 00:28:52,029 You're a graduate in Business administration 298 00:28:52,149 --> 00:28:55,566 and applied foreign languages. A really impressive curriculum. 299 00:28:56,895 --> 00:29:00,015 May I ask you something? -Sure. 300 00:29:00,581 --> 00:29:02,817 -Are you married? -No. 301 00:29:03,308 --> 00:29:04,192 Engaged? 302 00:29:04,752 --> 00:29:06,683 I think that is irrelevant. 303 00:29:06,803 --> 00:29:09,376 Yes, you're right, but in this job 304 00:29:09,496 --> 00:29:11,879 one must travel the world over. 305 00:29:12,490 --> 00:29:15,182 There's no commitment on my part. 306 00:29:15,407 --> 00:29:18,887 Would you like to ask me anything else 307 00:29:19,563 --> 00:29:22,225 on the salary, or whatever? 308 00:29:22,687 --> 00:29:25,229 What perfume do you use? 309 00:29:29,089 --> 00:29:32,002 Well now, you really have 310 00:29:32,384 --> 00:29:34,764 a very, very good sense of smell. 311 00:29:34,884 --> 00:29:38,231 It's a special lavender perfume. 312 00:30:03,370 --> 00:30:03,970 Yes? 313 00:30:04,090 --> 00:30:04,703 Valerie? 314 00:30:05,285 --> 00:30:06,114 Yes, speaking. 315 00:30:06,234 --> 00:30:07,837 It' Jaime Rijas How are you? 316 00:30:07,957 --> 00:30:08,795 Oh, hello. 317 00:30:08,915 --> 00:30:11,752 I've made a decision but have a problem 318 00:30:11,872 --> 00:30:14,252 and would like to talk to you in person. 319 00:30:14,372 --> 00:30:15,627 What sort of problem? 320 00:30:16,098 --> 00:30:19,502 I think I can speak openly to you. 321 00:30:19,622 --> 00:30:22,700 Would you mind talking about this over a drink? 322 00:30:23,197 --> 00:30:25,418 Can't we do that in your office? 323 00:30:25,586 --> 00:30:28,574 I'd prefer a quieter place My secretary 324 00:30:28,694 --> 00:30:30,474 interrupts constantly. 325 00:30:59,928 --> 00:31:04,965 I'm 39 and have always been a businessman with clear ideas, 326 00:31:05,458 --> 00:31:09,233 but nothing like this had ever happened to me before. 327 00:31:09,756 --> 00:31:13,886 And I thought it was important to talk about it with someone 328 00:31:14,006 --> 00:31:16,777 without prejudice, and you're that person. 329 00:31:17,454 --> 00:31:19,755 Why? We hardly know each other. 330 00:31:19,875 --> 00:31:23,770 Precisely because we don't know each other at all, 331 00:31:25,416 --> 00:31:28,110 your opinion will be more objective. 332 00:31:28,891 --> 00:31:30,506 That all depends. 333 00:31:32,207 --> 00:31:34,317 I met a woman at work and, 334 00:31:34,775 --> 00:31:38,513 due to my status as director general, 335 00:31:38,633 --> 00:31:41,688 I don't know what to do. 336 00:31:42,932 --> 00:31:46,477 I've always controlled my impulses but his thing 337 00:31:46,729 --> 00:31:48,758 -its getting out of hand. 338 00:31:48,878 --> 00:31:50,863 -She works in your company? 339 00:31:52,058 --> 00:31:53,247 Not yet. 340 00:31:55,649 --> 00:31:56,496 Does she know? 341 00:31:56,616 --> 00:31:59,418 She's smart and I think she has realized 342 00:31:59,586 --> 00:32:01,085 there's something more, 343 00:32:01,482 --> 00:32:03,567 but she's made no comment and 344 00:32:03,687 --> 00:32:06,882 I'm afraid she may not feel the same for me. 345 00:32:08,597 --> 00:32:10,888 Sorry. Did I step on you? 346 00:32:11,988 --> 00:32:14,748 -The table's small. -That's okay. 347 00:32:17,017 --> 00:32:22,008 You're beautiful, Valerie. I'd like to buy you a rose, but 348 00:32:22,128 --> 00:32:23,669 I have no money. 349 00:32:26,469 --> 00:32:27,532 Or do I? 350 00:32:45,609 --> 00:32:47,681 I forgot to tell you something. 351 00:32:48,259 --> 00:32:50,637 The job was yours until this evening. 352 00:32:51,728 --> 00:32:54,739 But from now on I don't think I couldn't order you around. 353 00:33:03,522 --> 00:33:06,456 -Good night. -Good night. 354 00:33:08,738 --> 00:33:09,556 Any relatives? 355 00:33:09,676 --> 00:33:13,261 we grown boys, but he's been separated for years. 356 00:33:14,364 --> 00:33:15,619 Isn't he too old for you? 357 00:33:15,739 --> 00:33:18,328 He's the smartest man I've ever met. 358 00:33:18,829 --> 00:33:22,683 He's Intelligent, polite, cultured, caring. He's got it all. 359 00:33:23,065 --> 00:33:25,075 I had never felt like this before. 360 00:33:26,325 --> 00:33:30,569 When I see him my heart leaps and his hands drive me crazy. 361 00:33:30,689 --> 00:33:33,111 Val, you, in love? 362 00:33:33,231 --> 00:33:36,471 As a child I'd let my balloons go. 363 00:33:37,474 --> 00:33:41,700 I liked to watch them rise. It made me feel free. 364 00:33:42,060 --> 00:33:44,613 I don't know if I'm in love, but I like him a lot. 365 00:33:45,289 --> 00:33:47,674 He's different from all the other men. 366 00:33:47,794 --> 00:33:50,854 Maybe you too were born for matrimony. 367 00:33:50,974 --> 00:33:52,247 Not so fast. 368 00:33:53,506 --> 00:33:56,921 I feel a normal woman for the first time in my life, 369 00:33:57,215 --> 00:33:59,543 a feeling that fascinates me, 370 00:33:59,979 --> 00:34:03,121 to be like all other women I meet. 371 00:34:04,268 --> 00:34:07,126 I see Jaime nearly every day. I realize I've discovered something 372 00:34:07,524 --> 00:34:11,495 as important as sex. 373 00:34:13,776 --> 00:34:15,903 The love of a man. 374 00:34:20,487 --> 00:34:23,815 I have fallen madly in love for the first time in my life. 375 00:34:23,935 --> 00:34:27,091 He takes me to the best places, and always picks me up. 376 00:34:27,211 --> 00:34:31,252 In his Jaguar? I'd like that, really. 377 00:34:31,419 --> 00:34:33,210 A boyfriend with a Jaguar. 378 00:34:33,378 --> 00:34:35,418 And how is he in bed? 379 00:34:37,137 --> 00:34:38,534 I don't know yet. 380 00:34:39,906 --> 00:34:41,532 You're in love! 381 00:35:20,956 --> 00:35:23,607 Jaime, you need to use a condom. 382 00:35:23,727 --> 00:35:27,524 Really? I want to feel you. 383 00:35:28,026 --> 00:35:30,262 -Is it necessary? -Yes. 384 00:35:34,604 --> 00:35:36,216 Okay, no problem. 385 00:35:36,993 --> 00:35:38,368 I'll go get one. 386 00:35:49,076 --> 00:35:51,553 And while you're at it, take the cat out. 387 00:35:52,240 --> 00:35:54,269 We should be alone. 388 00:36:25,611 --> 00:36:27,171 Caress me. 389 00:37:32,079 --> 00:37:34,719 Sorry I was so fast, 390 00:37:34,991 --> 00:37:37,369 but I've had a tiring day. 391 00:37:39,158 --> 00:37:42,223 Don't worry. It's okay. 392 00:37:46,834 --> 00:37:49,201 Could you leave the light on? 393 00:38:01,585 --> 00:38:04,752 You should fear nothing now, you have me. 394 00:38:06,796 --> 00:38:10,080 And tomorrow will be a very, very special day. 395 00:38:11,908 --> 00:38:13,435 You'll see. 396 00:38:19,747 --> 00:38:23,871 Today we finally made love. I hardly felt anything, 397 00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:26,822 like the first time with Edouard. 398 00:38:27,978 --> 00:38:30,487 But I love him and he loves me. 399 00:38:31,491 --> 00:38:33,886 That's the most important to me. 400 00:38:42,961 --> 00:38:45,070 -It's marvellous. -Yes. 401 00:38:48,503 --> 00:38:51,743 The office. Don't look, it's all a mess right now. 402 00:38:51,863 --> 00:38:54,904 I'm living a marvellous dream with Jaime 403 00:38:55,264 --> 00:38:58,165 from which I don't want to wake. 404 00:39:03,547 --> 00:39:06,951 A room with a view, wooden floors. Nice? 405 00:39:07,333 --> 00:39:10,543 The corresponding full bathroom, 406 00:39:10,711 --> 00:39:13,127 and here is our bedroom. 407 00:39:13,544 --> 00:39:17,168 Look, and the bathroom... 408 00:39:18,677 --> 00:39:21,862 This closes completely. 409 00:39:21,982 --> 00:39:24,373 Black out, really. 410 00:39:26,446 --> 00:39:28,918 It's the perfect size. 3 bedrooms. 411 00:39:29,245 --> 00:39:33,024 Yes, our room, the office downstairs, 412 00:39:33,471 --> 00:39:34,846 and another for... 413 00:39:35,403 --> 00:39:36,963 Guests. 414 00:39:37,181 --> 00:39:38,992 Yes, and... 415 00:39:42,502 --> 00:39:45,240 the other day you said you wanted children soon, 416 00:39:45,796 --> 00:39:47,629 but don't take that as pressure, please. 417 00:39:50,778 --> 00:39:52,807 The windows are 6 stories tall. 418 00:39:56,873 --> 00:40:00,091 I've always dreamed of a view of the sea, 419 00:40:01,122 --> 00:40:03,162 but it's too expensive, darling. 420 00:40:03,762 --> 00:40:07,998 Don't you worry, okay? 421 00:40:08,281 --> 00:40:10,744 That's up to me, and period. 422 00:40:14,724 --> 00:40:16,109 And how is he in bed? 423 00:40:17,170 --> 00:40:19,395 Truthfully, nothing out of this world. 424 00:40:19,515 --> 00:40:22,880 He comes too fast. He says he works too much. 425 00:40:23,218 --> 00:40:26,097 You always said sex is most important. 426 00:40:26,337 --> 00:40:28,778 Maybe because I wasn't in love. 427 00:40:30,177 --> 00:40:34,355 Val, I think it's a bit soon to go live together. 428 00:40:34,475 --> 00:40:36,046 You haven't been going out long. 429 00:40:36,951 --> 00:40:39,285 You said I should change my life, and I'm doing just that. 430 00:40:39,405 --> 00:40:41,708 Being with him, I feel, 431 00:40:41,828 --> 00:40:44,567 for the first time, no need for anyone else. 432 00:40:45,668 --> 00:40:48,003 Besides, I'm nearly 29. 433 00:40:48,828 --> 00:40:51,108 Maybe I should think about having kids. 434 00:40:51,337 --> 00:40:54,622 -So that's it. -One of many reasons. 435 00:40:54,742 --> 00:40:57,439 man who doesn't like animals worries me. 436 00:40:57,559 --> 00:40:59,332 He's allergic to cat fur. 437 00:40:59,452 --> 00:41:01,502 Okay, pay no mind to me. 438 00:41:01,852 --> 00:41:05,173 I'm going through bad times. 439 00:41:05,468 --> 00:41:07,240 -Will you take him? -Yes. 440 00:41:14,061 --> 00:41:16,407 -Can you zip me up? -Sure. 441 00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:22,532 -What are you looking at? -The icebox. 442 00:41:23,162 --> 00:41:26,097 -What's wrong with it? -I love it. 443 00:41:30,899 --> 00:41:33,692 Do you love me as well? 444 00:41:34,516 --> 00:41:37,199 With that dress on, you look 445 00:41:37,603 --> 00:41:38,966 beautiful. 446 00:41:40,177 --> 00:41:41,286 To you? 447 00:41:43,414 --> 00:41:44,417 Are you okay? 448 00:41:46,612 --> 00:41:49,607 Of course I am, but I feel a bit uncomfortable. 449 00:41:49,727 --> 00:41:51,331 You're paying it all. 450 00:41:51,953 --> 00:41:53,894 You spent fortune on furniture. 451 00:41:54,014 --> 00:41:56,360 What good is money if you can't spend it? 452 00:41:57,852 --> 00:41:59,729 When you find a job, 453 00:41:59,942 --> 00:42:01,327 we'll talk about this again. 454 00:42:07,617 --> 00:42:08,872 See anything? 455 00:42:17,245 --> 00:42:18,598 It's beautiful. 456 00:42:25,549 --> 00:42:29,323 Thanks, Jaime, but you can't pay it all and give me these gifts. 457 00:42:29,443 --> 00:42:31,461 It's to say I love you. 458 00:42:37,864 --> 00:42:41,834 Sorry, did I step on you? The table's small. 459 00:42:44,531 --> 00:42:46,768 What a son of a bitch! 460 00:42:55,106 --> 00:42:56,437 There's no need. 461 00:43:12,655 --> 00:43:16,310 You fuck well. I can tell you've been with many men. 462 00:43:17,187 --> 00:43:20,023 I don't want to think about that now. 463 00:43:22,237 --> 00:43:23,466 You're mine only. 464 00:43:23,873 --> 00:43:24,932 Mine only. 465 00:43:25,393 --> 00:43:26,342 Don't talk. 466 00:43:32,704 --> 00:43:34,515 What are you doing? 467 00:44:11,025 --> 00:44:12,410 Embrace me. 468 00:44:17,173 --> 00:44:18,537 Aren't you afraid? 469 00:44:20,751 --> 00:44:22,311 Not anymore. 470 00:44:29,881 --> 00:44:30,372 Yes? 471 00:44:30,492 --> 00:44:32,714 -Valerie? -Yes, speaking. 472 00:44:32,834 --> 00:44:35,121 -Hi, it's Harry. -Hi, Harry. 473 00:44:35,449 --> 00:44:38,149 Could I see you this morning? 474 00:44:38,422 --> 00:44:41,084 Sure, I'll be there in half an hour. See you. 475 00:44:50,887 --> 00:44:53,221 I hired a girl, but she was a disaster. 476 00:44:53,461 --> 00:44:55,490 She didn't last a week. 477 00:44:55,817 --> 00:44:58,620 If you're willing, you could start right now. 478 00:44:58,740 --> 00:44:59,624 Right now? 479 00:44:59,744 --> 00:45:01,835 Yes, I need someone urgently. 480 00:45:02,003 --> 00:45:06,061 We present the collection in 3 weeks. We're up to here. 481 00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:08,707 We haven't spoken about money yet. 482 00:45:09,144 --> 00:45:12,271 A ham for Christmas. Right, Maite? 483 00:45:13,547 --> 00:45:16,008 -A client is waiting. -I'll be right there. Thanks. 484 00:45:16,907 --> 00:45:19,944 Don't worry about money. We'll reach an agreement. 485 00:45:21,090 --> 00:45:21,919 Coffee? 486 00:45:24,160 --> 00:45:25,360 Hello. 487 00:45:29,191 --> 00:45:31,416 I have very good news. 488 00:45:34,914 --> 00:45:36,387 Where were you? 489 00:45:38,151 --> 00:45:40,246 -I've started to work. -What? 490 00:45:40,617 --> 00:45:43,450 I called your cell phone but it was off. 491 00:45:44,104 --> 00:45:46,395 -Harry wants me to start right... -Harry? 492 00:45:46,624 --> 00:45:49,404 -They're... -Who the fuck is Harry? 493 00:45:50,533 --> 00:45:52,180 The boss, an Italian. 494 00:45:52,694 --> 00:45:54,538 I've been hired by a fashion firm. 495 00:45:54,658 --> 00:45:58,410 An Italian? He hired you just like that? 496 00:45:58,777 --> 00:46:01,352 Not knowing how you work? How weird. 497 00:46:01,472 --> 00:46:02,846 Isn't that weird? 498 00:46:03,108 --> 00:46:06,313 You're still young and have a lot to learn. 499 00:46:30,492 --> 00:46:31,757 What's wrong? 500 00:46:35,958 --> 00:46:38,347 I thought you'd be happy about my job. 501 00:46:40,965 --> 00:46:44,489 And I am. I am happy, but I didn't expect it, 502 00:46:44,808 --> 00:46:47,535 and that's why I reacted that way. 503 00:46:50,382 --> 00:46:51,484 But I am happy. 504 00:46:52,626 --> 00:46:54,153 Forgive me. 505 00:46:55,593 --> 00:46:57,350 Really, forgive me. 506 00:47:33,925 --> 00:47:37,634 That night, that marvellous dream I thought I was living 507 00:47:37,754 --> 00:47:39,740 began to turn into a nightmare. 508 00:47:41,021 --> 00:47:43,257 I just give an account that I did not know 509 00:47:43,377 --> 00:47:45,243 the person of which I had fallen in love. 510 00:47:48,729 --> 00:47:50,529 When the catalogues? 511 00:47:50,976 --> 00:47:54,173 They should be printed tomorrow. You do it, Valerie. 512 00:47:54,293 --> 00:47:57,836 Where is he? I'm losing my patience! 513 00:47:58,763 --> 00:48:01,883 -What's going on? -I'll bust your chops! 514 00:48:02,385 --> 00:48:03,640 What are you doing here? 515 00:48:06,311 --> 00:48:08,602 So you're the one who wants to fuck my wife? 516 00:48:09,726 --> 00:48:11,777 Why is she here so late? 517 00:48:12,213 --> 00:48:14,633 You think I don't know what's going on? 518 00:48:15,157 --> 00:48:17,077 You think I don't know? 519 00:48:18,713 --> 00:48:19,717 Jaime, 520 00:48:20,448 --> 00:48:25,540 Go home. I'll be there soon. Right away, darling. Wait for me. 521 00:48:36,003 --> 00:48:37,335 I'll wait outside. 522 00:49:06,105 --> 00:49:09,192 Get up. Come on, get up. 523 00:49:09,962 --> 00:49:11,609 How are you? 524 00:49:16,715 --> 00:49:18,002 Did you sleep well? 525 00:49:18,717 --> 00:49:21,914 Darling, you know what I've thought? 526 00:49:22,754 --> 00:49:25,350 That we could both use a trip. 527 00:49:28,151 --> 00:49:29,815 Forgive me, my love. 528 00:49:30,311 --> 00:49:33,773 Forgive me. Truthfully, I am very stressed. 529 00:49:33,893 --> 00:49:36,052 I can't forget my problems. 530 00:49:36,172 --> 00:49:39,325 We'll go on vacation, and we'll be fine. 531 00:49:39,445 --> 00:49:40,852 Don't touch me! 532 00:49:41,834 --> 00:49:43,808 It would be best for us to separate. 533 00:49:49,823 --> 00:49:51,601 Separate? 534 00:49:52,965 --> 00:49:56,249 My darling, we can't separate. 535 00:49:57,237 --> 00:49:59,091 I can't live without you. 536 00:49:59,506 --> 00:50:02,003 If you leave me, I can't bear it. 537 00:50:02,495 --> 00:50:05,943 My darling, my little love, 538 00:50:06,674 --> 00:50:09,826 Please. You have to understand me. 539 00:50:10,998 --> 00:50:13,747 Give me a chance, I'm in bad shape. 540 00:50:13,867 --> 00:50:15,893 Jaime, you're not well. 541 00:50:17,301 --> 00:50:19,559 You're a compulsive liar, 542 00:50:20,671 --> 00:50:22,758 your moods are unpredictable. 543 00:50:23,387 --> 00:50:27,129 You're aggressive, you come to work and show me up. 544 00:50:32,373 --> 00:50:35,045 You're not acting in a normal way. 545 00:50:37,994 --> 00:50:41,971 -You need to see a doctor. -I'll do as you wish. 546 00:50:42,189 --> 00:50:44,424 Whatever you want, but don't leave me. 547 00:50:44,544 --> 00:50:48,368 Please, you can't leave me. 548 00:50:49,525 --> 00:50:51,237 I need you. 549 00:51:16,408 --> 00:51:18,873 -When did you get here? -Today. 550 00:51:25,619 --> 00:51:27,070 You're unrecognizable. 551 00:51:31,302 --> 00:51:35,414 You know what I'm thinking about? Kuhaylan. Remember? 552 00:51:35,534 --> 00:51:40,534 The first Arabian horse. I think than man learned to tame it. 553 00:51:41,877 --> 00:51:47,125 Honestly, you're unrecognizable, Valerie. You need to be alone. 554 00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:50,193 Look at me. 555 00:51:54,771 --> 00:51:56,986 You know you can always count on me. 556 00:52:20,861 --> 00:52:25,661 People don't change, but I had hopes of doing so with Jaime. 557 00:52:25,923 --> 00:52:29,128 Sonia was right. I'm blind 558 00:52:29,674 --> 00:52:32,085 and, what's worse, I still love him. 559 00:52:33,263 --> 00:52:37,823 I can't go on. All I want to do is lose consciousness, 560 00:52:38,161 --> 00:52:39,840 disappear from this world. 561 00:52:43,658 --> 00:52:45,458 Oh, Val, Val! 562 00:52:47,444 --> 00:52:49,604 Why don't you take a vacation? 563 00:52:50,416 --> 00:52:51,878 It would do you well. 564 00:52:53,838 --> 00:52:57,929 I appreciate it. You're right, I can't work like this. 565 00:52:58,476 --> 00:53:00,254 I can't concentrate. 566 00:53:00,374 --> 00:53:02,537 And don't forget to take the ham. 567 00:53:03,011 --> 00:53:06,316 Hit him with it and make it look like an accident. 568 00:53:08,226 --> 00:53:11,095 Were you not gay, you and I would be together. 569 00:53:11,215 --> 00:53:12,764 Oh, Madonna! 570 00:53:36,216 --> 00:53:40,262 Yes, yes, that's it. Do it. Don't stop. 571 00:53:40,775 --> 00:53:44,211 Darling, look, I have a Christmas present for you. 572 00:53:44,331 --> 00:53:46,587 -What's your name? -Vane. 573 00:53:46,707 --> 00:53:51,945 Vane, this is Val. Val, this is Vane. 574 00:53:53,714 --> 00:53:55,689 We make up a perfect team. 575 00:53:57,435 --> 00:54:00,620 Come here, my love. Come here, love, come here. 576 00:54:01,837 --> 00:54:03,757 Please, come here. 577 00:54:03,877 --> 00:54:06,133 We could have a great time. 578 00:54:06,253 --> 00:54:08,335 -What's your name? -Vane. 579 00:54:09,289 --> 00:54:11,722 Come, come on, my love, 580 00:54:12,922 --> 00:54:15,606 come, come, come here. 581 00:54:16,391 --> 00:54:17,777 Come, my darling. 582 00:54:21,489 --> 00:54:22,733 What tits, huh? 583 00:54:23,202 --> 00:54:24,335 What tits! 584 00:54:25,122 --> 00:54:27,661 The biggest thing you've got, bitch. 585 00:54:27,781 --> 00:54:30,072 You've got a piercing, huh? 586 00:54:32,069 --> 00:54:34,803 That's enough. Get off, off, off! 587 00:54:49,578 --> 00:54:51,043 Where's my money? 588 00:54:51,749 --> 00:54:53,614 I have no cash, you know? 589 00:54:55,022 --> 00:54:57,564 -Where are my 100 euros? -I don't know. 590 00:54:59,236 --> 00:55:00,458 I have no idea. 591 00:55:18,136 --> 00:55:21,758 Jaime, we're expecting a baby. 592 00:55:22,851 --> 00:55:23,887 What? 593 00:55:25,490 --> 00:55:27,541 We're expecting a baby. 594 00:55:28,451 --> 00:55:30,240 That's impossible. 595 00:55:32,827 --> 00:55:34,508 Why is it impossible? 596 00:55:35,122 --> 00:55:38,863 I don't doubt you're expecting, I doubt it's mine. 597 00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:42,984 How can you say that? 598 00:55:43,249 --> 00:55:45,133 You know why I doubt it? 599 00:55:45,714 --> 00:55:49,456 Because I'm sterile for many years now. 600 00:55:50,048 --> 00:55:53,135 You laid someone else and want to dump it on me. 601 00:55:53,794 --> 00:55:55,594 You're a monster. 602 00:55:56,612 --> 00:55:59,688 And you are a hysterical piece of shit. 603 00:55:59,808 --> 00:56:03,310 I've always wanted to tell you this. You're a whore! 604 00:56:03,430 --> 00:56:06,075 You lie all the time, like all whores! 605 00:56:07,111 --> 00:56:09,554 I don't know how I stood you so long. 606 00:56:10,863 --> 00:56:13,231 And that's it, the conversation is over. 607 00:56:14,125 --> 00:56:16,721 Don't cry, you pig. 608 00:56:16,841 --> 00:56:18,903 Don't cry, pig. 609 00:56:27,144 --> 00:56:29,959 A baby is what I most wanted in this world. 610 00:56:30,978 --> 00:56:35,429 You did right, Val. You're still young for having kids. 611 00:56:37,040 --> 00:56:39,026 I don't know what to do now. 612 00:56:40,684 --> 00:56:43,248 I quit my job, spent my savings and, 613 00:56:43,368 --> 00:56:46,138 thanks to him, I'm in deep debt. 614 00:56:47,109 --> 00:56:49,215 I paid the rent for months. 615 00:56:49,335 --> 00:56:50,912 Well, don't worry. 616 00:56:56,436 --> 00:56:59,349 What, what is going on here? 617 00:56:59,469 --> 00:57:02,141 Can't you see? She is leaving. 618 00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:12,051 What, you're clearing off? 619 00:57:13,968 --> 00:57:15,216 My love, 620 00:57:16,008 --> 00:57:18,615 -I beg you, baby. -Leave her alone. 621 00:57:21,513 --> 00:57:25,550 If you walk out that door, I swear I'll kill you. Understand? 622 00:57:25,670 --> 00:57:27,554 I'll kill you, you hear? 623 00:57:27,784 --> 00:57:30,700 I am going to destroy you, bitch! 624 00:57:30,820 --> 00:57:33,907 -You hear? -I'll call the cops. 625 00:57:51,977 --> 00:57:53,777 This is fuckin' shit! 626 00:57:53,897 --> 00:57:56,657 Let's go, Val, we're out of here. 627 00:57:56,777 --> 00:57:58,158 I beg you. 628 00:57:59,292 --> 00:58:02,204 I beg you, please. 629 00:58:02,324 --> 00:58:05,302 I swear I'll change, my love. 630 00:58:07,527 --> 00:58:10,042 Forgive me, my love. 631 00:58:13,478 --> 00:58:15,725 You can't go, my love. 632 00:58:17,151 --> 00:58:19,900 You won't get away from me, you hear? 633 00:58:20,184 --> 00:58:21,460 Whore! 634 00:58:21,951 --> 00:58:24,057 No one leaves me, you know? 635 00:58:24,177 --> 00:58:26,888 No one leaves me, you bitch! 636 00:58:36,984 --> 00:58:38,227 You're coming to my place 637 00:58:38,347 --> 00:58:41,369 until you get over that son of a bitch bastard. 638 00:58:45,368 --> 00:58:46,350 Val? 639 00:58:49,372 --> 00:58:50,703 Hello. 640 01:01:40,128 --> 01:01:41,127 Val. 641 01:01:47,749 --> 01:01:50,520 Val, you can't go on like this. 642 01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:52,931 Val, you have to react. 643 01:01:54,088 --> 01:01:56,368 You look terrible. 644 01:01:58,641 --> 01:02:00,518 How long have you been here? 645 01:02:02,520 --> 01:02:03,796 Oh, my baby... 646 01:02:04,938 --> 01:02:06,727 I'll help you clean all this up. 647 01:02:06,847 --> 01:02:08,265 Look, I've brought food. Come on. 648 01:03:24,044 --> 01:03:27,251 Breaking off with Jaime nearly cost me my life. 649 01:03:27,371 --> 01:03:30,351 Seeing the depths of the pit, I want out 650 01:03:30,613 --> 01:03:32,620 and to see the light again. 651 01:03:33,483 --> 01:03:35,926 After several months without an orgasm 652 01:03:36,046 --> 01:03:38,479 my body was beginning to rouse. 653 01:03:39,473 --> 01:03:43,259 It was like waking from a long, eternal lethargy. 654 01:03:44,279 --> 01:03:45,795 I'm starving. 655 01:04:46,113 --> 01:04:49,702 I know what I will do to quench my appetite again. 656 01:04:56,171 --> 01:04:58,008 -Hi. -Hi. 657 01:04:58,897 --> 01:05:01,543 -I think I made a mistake. -No, it's here. Come in. 658 01:05:01,663 --> 01:05:02,568 Come in. 659 01:05:04,799 --> 01:05:06,555 -You're Val, right? -Yes. 660 01:05:06,675 --> 01:05:08,181 You called for the interview. 661 01:05:09,115 --> 01:05:12,748 -I'm Cindy. One of the girls. -It's a pleasure. 662 01:05:14,649 --> 01:05:16,372 You'll be attended to right away. 663 01:05:16,831 --> 01:05:18,260 -Cristina. -Val, Valerie. 664 01:05:18,380 --> 01:05:23,274 Valerie? A nice name. Let me have a look, please. Thanks. 665 01:05:32,141 --> 01:05:33,581 Have a seat, Val. 666 01:05:35,844 --> 01:05:38,527 -Where have you worked? -In this? 667 01:05:38,789 --> 01:05:39,684 Yes, of course. 668 01:05:39,804 --> 01:05:41,593 This is my first time. 669 01:05:41,713 --> 01:05:44,189 Interesting. What can you do? 670 01:05:44,418 --> 01:05:47,141 Everything, as long as it's with a condom. 671 01:05:47,261 --> 01:05:48,428 That's fine. 672 01:05:50,224 --> 01:05:51,609 Go with Cindy. 673 01:05:56,676 --> 01:05:58,312 Use more make-up. 674 01:05:59,549 --> 01:06:02,069 Clients don't pay for what they have at home. 675 01:06:02,815 --> 01:06:05,727 -I think I found a job. -Tell me about it. 676 01:06:05,847 --> 01:06:07,133 For what company? 677 01:06:07,843 --> 01:06:09,305 In a brothel. 678 01:06:09,425 --> 01:06:11,923 Come on, Val, that's not funny. 679 01:06:12,982 --> 01:06:14,542 I will start tomorrow. 680 01:06:16,660 --> 01:06:19,431 -Are you serious? -Yes. 681 01:06:20,670 --> 01:06:21,804 Look, 682 01:06:23,126 --> 01:06:25,602 we spend most of the time waiting. 683 01:06:26,533 --> 01:06:28,682 Want to see the man of my life? 684 01:06:29,379 --> 01:06:30,929 His name is Migue. 685 01:06:31,212 --> 01:06:33,293 He lives with my mother near Rio. 686 01:06:34,157 --> 01:06:37,451 sent him there because his father is a bastard. 687 01:06:39,716 --> 01:06:43,152 I take all this for him, but I can't go on. 688 01:06:45,215 --> 01:06:47,822 I must whisper. These walls have ears. 689 01:06:47,942 --> 01:06:50,560 Come on, girls, let's dance. 690 01:06:55,035 --> 01:06:56,845 Are you going to behave? 691 01:07:05,324 --> 01:07:06,611 Cindy. 692 01:07:19,566 --> 01:07:21,017 I'm Mar. 693 01:07:24,459 --> 01:07:26,303 I'm Stephanie. 694 01:07:29,598 --> 01:07:32,216 -What's your name, child? -Laura. 695 01:07:42,546 --> 01:07:43,996 I'm Val. 696 01:08:06,137 --> 01:08:08,013 Val, I want you. 697 01:08:08,512 --> 01:08:11,403 -What do I have to do? -That's up to you, 698 01:08:11,955 --> 01:08:13,788 but he's always high. 699 01:08:13,908 --> 01:08:16,486 He cannot have full sex. 700 01:08:17,025 --> 01:08:19,054 A good hand job will make him happy. 701 01:08:19,174 --> 01:08:21,659 A two-hour hand job? 702 01:08:22,898 --> 01:08:25,527 You know, you play a little, massages... 703 01:08:25,647 --> 01:08:27,591 This is no school, Val. 704 01:08:27,711 --> 01:08:30,668 The client isn't going to gobble you up. 705 01:08:31,478 --> 01:08:33,125 You look beautiful. 706 01:08:56,932 --> 01:08:58,110 Hi. 707 01:08:59,126 --> 01:09:00,527 You're new, aren't you? 708 01:09:01,439 --> 01:09:04,122 Come on, get in the water with me. 709 01:09:16,743 --> 01:09:18,140 Come here. 710 01:09:21,561 --> 01:09:24,059 -You have a special smell. -Really? 711 01:09:24,332 --> 01:09:25,668 You like it? 712 01:09:27,105 --> 01:09:30,552 -Let's go to bed. -No. Let's stay here. 713 01:09:30,986 --> 01:09:33,014 Fucking doesn't turn me on. 714 01:09:34,454 --> 01:09:37,847 Okay, relax, we'll see what can be done. 715 01:09:53,761 --> 01:09:55,725 Well, I'm from Seville. 716 01:09:57,045 --> 01:10:00,776 I work for a machine company that sells throughout Europe. 717 01:10:01,300 --> 01:10:02,871 Fuck! 718 01:10:04,387 --> 01:10:06,983 Stop, girl, or I'll go crazy. 719 01:10:08,465 --> 01:10:10,101 Why the fuck did you stop? 720 01:10:10,221 --> 01:10:11,814 Because you told me to. 721 01:10:11,934 --> 01:10:14,361 You pay no attention to me. 722 01:10:14,481 --> 01:10:16,357 Keep going, shit! 723 01:10:16,477 --> 01:10:18,911 No one's ever done this to me before. 724 01:10:22,074 --> 01:10:24,583 -Did you go to the April fair? -No. 725 01:10:25,925 --> 01:10:28,860 You know what's happened to me all of a sudden? 726 01:10:29,232 --> 01:10:32,341 -I've fallen in love with you. -But we just met. 727 01:10:32,461 --> 01:10:35,020 That's right, love at first sight. 728 01:10:36,213 --> 01:10:38,208 Why don't we get into bed? 729 01:10:38,939 --> 01:10:41,895 Okay, but just because I love you. 730 01:10:50,574 --> 01:10:52,603 What a nice ass you've got! 731 01:10:54,648 --> 01:10:56,720 I'm sorry if I hurt you. 732 01:10:58,446 --> 01:10:59,918 Slap me again. 733 01:11:04,034 --> 01:11:06,957 At that moment I felt a strange feeling. 734 01:11:08,951 --> 01:11:11,842 The same as at 15, with Eduard. 735 01:11:11,962 --> 01:11:13,697 I needed to know more, 736 01:11:14,269 --> 01:11:17,204 to learn from this world I just entered. 737 01:11:23,035 --> 01:11:24,475 What are you doing? 738 01:11:25,070 --> 01:11:27,293 The first time is tough, I know. 739 01:11:28,189 --> 01:11:30,076 We have all cried the first time. 740 01:11:30,687 --> 01:11:34,049 But you get used to it, it becomes an exercise. 741 01:11:34,320 --> 01:11:36,643 -Are you okay? -Of course I am. 742 01:11:41,935 --> 01:11:44,043 -Where's my money? -Here you are. 743 01:11:45,397 --> 01:11:48,910 -How did it go? -Fine, but a bit of a pain. 744 01:11:50,445 --> 01:11:53,118 You expected a cultured, interesting man 745 01:11:53,238 --> 01:11:55,127 with a pleasant conversation? 746 01:11:56,587 --> 01:11:58,769 I remind you you're a whore. 747 01:12:01,572 --> 01:12:03,209 You look tired. 748 01:12:03,925 --> 01:12:06,128 Not at all, I'm delighted. 749 01:12:06,652 --> 01:12:07,987 What do clients like? 750 01:12:08,107 --> 01:12:09,367 A bit of everything. 751 01:12:09,585 --> 01:12:13,313 Some want to tie you up, others stick things in you. 752 01:12:14,764 --> 01:12:16,618 You just gave me an idea. 753 01:12:26,991 --> 01:12:28,453 That handsome is he.. 754 01:12:28,573 --> 01:12:30,427 His name is Giovanni. He's Italian. 755 01:12:30,773 --> 01:12:32,246 The other one's a pig. 756 01:12:32,622 --> 01:12:35,579 They come to Barcelona often. They're good clients. 757 01:12:41,082 --> 01:12:42,293 I'll be right out. 758 01:12:43,188 --> 01:12:46,210 Come on, you look divine. 759 01:13:27,728 --> 01:13:29,987 It was a pleasure to meet you. 760 01:13:30,568 --> 01:13:32,347 I hope you enjoyed it. 761 01:13:33,808 --> 01:13:35,488 What an intense life. 762 01:13:35,608 --> 01:13:37,850 I would like mine to be that way too. 763 01:13:40,021 --> 01:13:41,199 What's your name? 764 01:13:41,559 --> 01:13:42,613 Valerie. 765 01:14:24,885 --> 01:14:27,231 I have a strange feeling 766 01:14:27,725 --> 01:14:30,114 that here, somehow, time stands still. 767 01:14:31,361 --> 01:14:33,892 You're just learning to be who you are. 768 01:14:35,306 --> 01:14:36,440 What about you? 769 01:14:38,957 --> 01:14:41,418 You are the future of my past. 770 01:14:42,018 --> 01:14:45,002 And me, perhaps, the memory of your future. 771 01:14:58,411 --> 01:15:01,553 It's not a difficult job, just different. 772 01:15:01,804 --> 01:15:03,140 How can you say that? 773 01:15:03,429 --> 01:15:05,677 I like to do it free, you know that. 774 01:15:06,506 --> 01:15:08,726 And I get paid, what else could I want? 775 01:15:12,169 --> 01:15:14,830 -Have you ever been spanked? -What? 776 01:15:14,950 --> 01:15:17,353 Try it. You'd be surprised. 777 01:15:17,642 --> 01:15:19,661 We have too many preconceptions. 778 01:15:19,781 --> 01:15:20,537 And those flowers? 779 01:15:20,657 --> 01:15:22,718 A present from Pedro, a client. 780 01:15:23,457 --> 01:15:25,289 -They're pretty. -Yes. 781 01:15:26,200 --> 01:15:27,520 Still thinking of Jaime? 782 01:15:27,640 --> 01:15:28,548 Not at all. 783 01:15:31,471 --> 01:15:34,111 I have an Italian client I like a lot. 784 01:15:34,231 --> 01:15:35,391 Be careful, Val. 785 01:15:35,511 --> 01:15:37,472 I've seen that look before. 786 01:15:39,240 --> 01:15:40,811 -Keep it. -No. 787 01:15:41,051 --> 01:15:42,340 Don't be silly. 788 01:15:45,143 --> 01:15:46,441 Yes, Cristina? 789 01:15:47,310 --> 01:15:49,786 Okay, I'm on my way. 790 01:15:51,905 --> 01:15:53,291 It's Giovanni. 791 01:15:57,943 --> 01:16:01,424 Giovanni is different from all other clients I've met. 792 01:16:02,187 --> 01:16:04,772 I shivers when he touches me. 793 01:16:05,534 --> 01:16:08,841 He makes me go to the cosmos, see stars. 794 01:16:09,347 --> 01:16:11,737 I think I'm in love with him. 795 01:16:19,355 --> 01:16:20,335 Thank you. 796 01:16:28,590 --> 01:16:31,688 I live in Calabria because mama lives there. 797 01:16:31,808 --> 01:16:34,337 I spend most of the year travelling. 798 01:16:36,285 --> 01:16:37,900 -What? -Your left eyebrow. 799 01:16:38,020 --> 01:16:40,794 -What's wrong with it? -I like it. 800 01:16:41,591 --> 01:16:43,942 That uncombed hair. 801 01:16:44,964 --> 01:16:45,891 You know? 802 01:16:46,011 --> 01:16:49,096 I communicate better with my body than with words. 803 01:16:50,394 --> 01:16:53,575 With a caress I describe things that make me feel alive. 804 01:16:56,102 --> 01:16:59,233 I'm scared, Giovanni, I like you too much. 805 01:17:02,194 --> 01:17:03,721 Your smell is irresistible. 806 01:17:03,841 --> 01:17:04,970 -What smell? 807 01:17:05,090 --> 01:17:06,596 -The Mediterranean, 808 01:17:06,869 --> 01:17:07,894 freshness, 809 01:17:08,756 --> 01:17:09,618 life. 810 01:17:09,738 --> 01:17:11,516 I like you too much too. 811 01:17:13,051 --> 01:17:15,855 -Give me your phone number. -I can't. 812 01:17:15,975 --> 01:17:19,525 -My boss would kill me. -Your boss should pay you more. 813 01:17:20,758 --> 01:17:22,668 Will you call me again this week? 814 01:17:23,477 --> 01:17:25,210 Do you want to know the answer? 815 01:17:30,932 --> 01:17:31,631 Look, 816 01:17:33,247 --> 01:17:35,543 this proves that I will call you again. 817 01:17:36,596 --> 01:17:39,814 Save it for me, and take good care of it. 818 01:17:42,762 --> 01:17:45,522 I have to go. Your time's up. 819 01:17:46,655 --> 01:17:48,477 Although I'd like to sleep with you... 820 01:17:49,952 --> 01:17:51,371 What did you say? 821 01:17:51,868 --> 01:17:53,177 Nothing, forget it. 822 01:17:57,149 --> 01:17:58,404 What about the money? 823 01:18:00,359 --> 01:18:01,723 I'm a disaster. 824 01:18:05,758 --> 01:18:07,732 What if I pay you another hour? 825 01:18:11,322 --> 01:18:12,642 This one is on me. 826 01:18:16,101 --> 01:18:17,116 Val, 827 01:18:18,049 --> 01:18:19,549 be very careful. 828 01:18:20,586 --> 01:18:24,412 Don't fall in love with him. It's sheer logic. 829 01:18:24,663 --> 01:18:27,189 It's impossible for a man who goes with whores 830 01:18:27,461 --> 01:18:29,638 to be loyal. Believe me. 831 01:18:34,062 --> 01:18:37,815 Valerie, you're beautiful. Your new job suits you. 832 01:18:38,055 --> 01:18:39,990 Although I'm jealous of the other men. 833 01:18:40,611 --> 01:18:41,811 When does your plane leave? 834 01:18:41,931 --> 01:18:45,039 -In 3 hours. -Why, why don't you stay? 835 01:18:45,159 --> 01:18:46,752 I have to go to Madrid. 836 01:18:46,872 --> 01:18:50,682 We could order a Coca-Cola and go to the bathroom. 837 01:18:52,154 --> 01:18:53,922 I thought you dropped that. 838 01:18:54,680 --> 01:18:56,377 I'm thirsty again. 839 01:19:04,245 --> 01:19:06,841 I guess you'll give me a good discount. 840 01:19:07,211 --> 01:19:10,318 A Coca-Cola and an opener, please. 841 01:19:27,406 --> 01:19:28,999 Don't you like it? 842 01:19:29,446 --> 01:19:31,278 Of course I like this suite 843 01:19:31,398 --> 01:19:33,543 but I don't want to be your fiance, Pedro. 844 01:19:39,657 --> 01:19:41,195 Val, listen to me. 845 01:19:41,315 --> 01:19:43,862 I'll do whatever you want for you to love me. 846 01:19:44,375 --> 01:19:47,190 And I won't say a word while we're fucking. 847 01:19:47,670 --> 01:19:49,743 What I want is for you to marry me. 848 01:19:50,199 --> 01:19:50,842 Look, 849 01:19:52,964 --> 01:19:53,979 this is for you. 850 01:19:54,415 --> 01:19:55,942 Fuckin' look at it. 851 01:19:59,171 --> 01:20:00,799 -You don't like it? -No. 852 01:20:01,643 --> 01:20:05,167 I was given a similar one once. I can't accept it. 853 01:20:06,405 --> 01:20:08,128 Don't give me anything. 854 01:20:08,423 --> 01:20:10,428 And no flowers, I hate flowers. 855 01:20:10,548 --> 01:20:12,369 Pedro, you're pressing me. 856 01:20:12,686 --> 01:20:14,486 Go see some other girls. 857 01:20:14,606 --> 01:20:16,087 What are you saying? 858 01:20:16,302 --> 01:20:18,462 I don't want others, I want you! 859 01:20:19,541 --> 01:20:21,156 You're hurting me. 860 01:20:22,007 --> 01:20:23,708 I won't marry you. 861 01:20:24,112 --> 01:20:25,284 You're drunk. 862 01:20:26,810 --> 01:20:30,202 -I'd better go. -Go, go? 863 01:20:30,322 --> 01:20:32,542 You know what this room costs me? 864 01:20:32,662 --> 01:20:34,888 Do you know what this room costs me? 865 01:20:36,694 --> 01:20:40,258 I pay you, and you'll do as I say. You understand me? 866 01:20:40,920 --> 01:20:42,905 Here's your fuckin' money. 867 01:20:44,307 --> 01:20:45,408 Pick it up. 868 01:20:45,627 --> 01:20:47,591 Pick it the fuck up! 869 01:20:50,640 --> 01:20:53,247 Stay there on all fours. 870 01:20:53,509 --> 01:20:56,564 Stay there on all fours. Yeah. 871 01:20:56,684 --> 01:20:59,367 -You're hurting me? -Do you like it? 872 01:21:00,000 --> 01:21:03,152 Now you'll ask me to spank you, like you've always done. 873 01:21:04,271 --> 01:21:05,285 You like that? 874 01:21:06,197 --> 01:21:08,412 Bitch, you're a real bitch. 875 01:21:09,654 --> 01:21:11,716 You're hurting me. Please, Pedro. 876 01:21:11,934 --> 01:21:14,759 What are you complaining about? What? 877 01:21:14,879 --> 01:21:17,113 You chose to be a whore. 878 01:21:17,968 --> 01:21:19,845 You'll do as I say, 879 01:21:20,381 --> 01:21:22,192 in one way or another. 880 01:21:25,365 --> 01:21:27,154 Tell me you like this. 881 01:21:32,350 --> 01:21:33,954 No, please! 882 01:21:35,797 --> 01:21:37,368 You like this? 883 01:21:53,074 --> 01:21:54,754 I love you, Val. 884 01:22:24,093 --> 01:22:25,784 And you, what a view? 885 01:22:35,491 --> 01:22:37,147 That night I understood, what grandma said, 886 01:22:37,267 --> 01:22:40,226 prostitution and marriage aren't that different. 887 01:22:40,793 --> 01:22:43,739 You become the property of someone else. 888 01:22:44,524 --> 01:22:47,480 And when they're like Jaime or Pedro, 889 01:22:47,785 --> 01:22:49,950 your life has no value any longer. 890 01:23:21,985 --> 01:23:24,232 I thought he would kill me. 891 01:23:24,352 --> 01:23:26,185 There are many Pedros in this. 892 01:23:27,610 --> 01:23:29,988 Go, you're still in time. 893 01:23:30,579 --> 01:23:32,575 After, it's difficult to drop it. 894 01:23:33,311 --> 01:23:37,304 You could go to Rio and give my son an enormous kiss. 895 01:23:39,090 --> 01:23:42,024 Now go home. You look tired. 896 01:23:43,165 --> 01:23:44,976 I don't want to be alone. 897 01:23:46,801 --> 01:23:47,695 Hi, 898 01:23:49,253 --> 01:23:53,213 you've got a client, and there aren't that many Pedros. 899 01:23:55,409 --> 01:23:58,790 I'm sorry, I can't go. I haven't slept for nights. 900 01:23:59,650 --> 01:24:01,908 -And I have a date. -I'll go. 901 01:24:02,028 --> 01:24:04,553 You're going nowhere. Who's the date with? 902 01:24:04,673 --> 01:24:06,716 You're committed to me. 903 01:24:07,437 --> 01:24:08,696 I'd go if I were you. 904 01:24:10,295 --> 01:24:12,041 It's the Italian, your friend. 905 01:24:13,729 --> 01:24:16,009 -Giovanni? -Yes, and his friend. 906 01:24:17,809 --> 01:24:21,332 Mae and you will go right now. Cheers! 907 01:25:06,561 --> 01:25:08,918 -Hi. -Hi, darling. 908 01:25:16,474 --> 01:25:18,121 Come on, princess. 909 01:25:19,299 --> 01:25:22,097 I've finally convinced Giovanni, the 'macaroni', 910 01:25:22,217 --> 01:25:24,268 that you'd be mine tonight. 911 01:25:28,878 --> 01:25:32,478 Come here, beautiful. Come here. 912 01:25:40,579 --> 01:25:42,630 You've said nothing since you're here. 913 01:25:48,544 --> 01:25:51,206 What a pain of a whore! 914 01:25:53,464 --> 01:25:55,951 I couldn't stop thinking about Giovanni. 915 01:25:56,071 --> 01:25:58,504 I couldn't believe he didn't pick me. 916 01:25:58,875 --> 01:26:01,807 I felt disgust while Alejandro fucked me. 917 01:26:02,298 --> 01:26:06,008 Cindy was right saying I should quit prostitution. 918 01:26:06,466 --> 01:26:08,216 I could still do that. 919 01:26:08,924 --> 01:26:11,018 But Cindy was trapped. 920 01:26:11,703 --> 01:26:15,554 She owed Cris a lot of money, and she was infatuated with her. 921 01:26:16,873 --> 01:26:19,489 She couldn't stand not having her son. 922 01:26:42,183 --> 01:26:43,274 What happened? 923 01:26:44,430 --> 01:26:45,510 Cindy. 924 01:26:49,961 --> 01:26:53,451 She fell out the window. A suicide, we think. 925 01:26:53,571 --> 01:26:57,191 She got a call. Seems like her husband took the boy, 926 01:26:57,496 --> 01:26:59,275 but we know nothing more. 927 01:27:00,196 --> 01:27:02,443 Cindy would never leave her son. 928 01:27:15,668 --> 01:27:17,784 We buried her the next day, 929 01:27:18,363 --> 01:27:20,436 just the girls from the brothel. 930 01:27:21,494 --> 01:27:22,912 I was devastated. 931 01:27:25,527 --> 01:27:28,211 I can't stop thinking about Cindy. 932 01:27:29,105 --> 01:27:31,091 We're all sorry about Cindy, 933 01:27:33,158 --> 01:27:34,707 but life goes on, 934 01:27:35,307 --> 01:27:37,947 and the job that feeds you as well. 935 01:27:41,578 --> 01:27:42,636 I'm not going. 936 01:27:44,034 --> 01:27:45,605 Yes you are, darling. 937 01:27:52,887 --> 01:27:53,880 Hello? 938 01:27:58,759 --> 01:27:59,708 Hello. 939 01:28:04,033 --> 01:28:06,051 -Hi. -Hi. 940 01:28:07,492 --> 01:28:10,601 -I see they didn't tell you. -That's okay. 941 01:28:10,721 --> 01:28:12,661 -What's your name? -Valerie. 942 01:28:12,781 --> 01:28:14,770 I'm Inigo. Delighted. 943 01:28:19,299 --> 01:28:22,954 Could you pick me up and put me on the bed? 944 01:28:24,362 --> 01:28:25,889 I could do that 945 01:28:26,216 --> 01:28:28,355 but it takes me a great effort. 946 01:28:37,490 --> 01:28:40,741 Have no fear. I feel absolutely nothing. 947 01:28:54,294 --> 01:28:56,799 No, you don't need to undress me. 948 01:28:57,691 --> 01:29:00,758 The only place I feel anything is my neck. 949 01:29:01,525 --> 01:29:02,976 And my hands a bit. 950 01:29:36,557 --> 01:29:40,539 -You smell nice. -What do I smell of? 951 01:29:41,327 --> 01:29:44,294 -Chocolate. -Chocolate? 952 01:30:30,687 --> 01:30:32,258 Could you do me a favour? 953 01:30:32,885 --> 01:30:35,732 Love your fingers. Come on, Valerie, 954 01:30:36,169 --> 01:30:38,068 Love the fingers of your hand. 955 01:30:39,366 --> 01:30:40,905 For you it's easy. 956 01:30:44,814 --> 01:30:46,674 I am incapable of moving a single finger. 957 01:30:46,794 --> 01:30:50,456 You don't know how many times, suddenly, 958 01:30:50,576 --> 01:30:53,206 I imagine my hands and my fingers 959 01:30:53,818 --> 01:30:55,073 start to move, and 960 01:30:55,630 --> 01:30:57,507 get up off the chair 961 01:30:57,838 --> 01:30:59,409 and I start to run. 962 01:31:00,216 --> 01:31:01,579 I can touch the flowers, 963 01:31:02,082 --> 01:31:04,549 feel the velvet, 964 01:31:05,109 --> 01:31:08,502 and caress a woman as beautiful as you. 965 01:31:10,983 --> 01:31:14,845 We should love ourselves more, Valerie. 966 01:31:16,544 --> 01:31:19,206 Go, you're still in time. 967 01:31:19,931 --> 01:31:22,179 After, it's difficult to drop it. 968 01:31:28,874 --> 01:31:32,258 Never give up on anything you really long for 969 01:31:33,150 --> 01:31:34,892 because you'll regret it. 970 01:31:35,547 --> 01:31:36,627 Believe me. 971 01:31:41,087 --> 01:31:43,858 I know where you live. I'll go get you. 972 01:31:47,183 --> 01:31:49,725 Where are you going? Where, huh? 973 01:31:49,845 --> 01:31:51,699 I don't care what you say, I'm gone. 974 01:31:51,819 --> 01:31:54,269 I do care about what i said. 975 01:31:54,858 --> 01:31:59,375 Clear out! Give me the bag! You whore! 976 01:31:59,589 --> 01:32:02,793 Go on, get out of my sight! 977 01:32:04,024 --> 01:32:05,349 You're unbearable! 978 01:32:17,705 --> 01:32:21,523 We always realize things when it's too late. 979 01:32:21,643 --> 01:32:23,071 Since the accident, 980 01:32:23,716 --> 01:32:26,661 whenever I see anyone, I give them advice. 981 01:32:26,781 --> 01:32:27,774 What advice? 982 01:32:27,998 --> 01:32:33,267 To take advantage of their life every day, but truly. 983 01:32:35,313 --> 01:32:36,208 Valerie. 984 01:32:37,615 --> 01:32:38,684 Live. 985 01:32:40,375 --> 01:32:42,284 You need to be alone. 986 01:32:44,823 --> 01:32:46,208 Enjoy life, 987 01:32:47,256 --> 01:32:49,143 as much as you can. 988 01:33:03,704 --> 01:33:05,591 And I can touch grass, 989 01:33:05,842 --> 01:33:07,642 feel velvet. 990 01:33:08,566 --> 01:33:11,260 I slowly started to caress my body. 991 01:33:12,230 --> 01:33:15,437 I had finally discovered what road to follow. 992 01:33:16,873 --> 01:33:18,629 That of being myself. 993 01:33:44,845 --> 01:33:48,445 Although it was pouring rain, I decided to go out. 994 01:33:49,752 --> 01:33:53,865 I wanted to share that moment with who'd always been by my side. 995 01:34:14,120 --> 01:34:15,571 What are you doing here? 996 01:34:16,141 --> 01:34:18,236 I know I'm unpresentable. 997 01:34:20,004 --> 01:34:21,424 Congratulations! 998 01:34:21,544 --> 01:34:24,049 -Are you okay? -Better than ever. 999 01:34:25,047 --> 01:34:26,858 I wanted to thank you. 1000 01:34:27,568 --> 01:34:28,746 For what? 1001 01:34:29,002 --> 01:34:32,714 For being my friend, for your advice. 1002 01:34:33,832 --> 01:34:36,391 I always follow your advice. 1003 01:34:36,712 --> 01:34:39,421 I've decided to leave the brothel. 1004 01:34:39,541 --> 01:34:40,894 I'm so happy. 1005 01:34:41,014 --> 01:34:43,825 I'll spend some time with Hassan. 1006 01:34:46,088 --> 01:34:48,045 Won't you open your present? 1007 01:34:51,368 --> 01:34:52,765 It's beautiful! 1008 01:34:52,885 --> 01:34:54,467 It has no zipper. 1009 01:34:55,187 --> 01:34:57,805 Now I don't have that problem. He helps me. 1010 01:34:58,449 --> 01:35:01,051 This is Marcos. We met through an ad. 1011 01:35:01,171 --> 01:35:02,830 -Hi, Marcos. -Hi. 1012 01:35:03,048 --> 01:35:05,862 -I'm glad for you. -Come in and change. 1013 01:35:06,680 --> 01:35:10,061 -No, I have to go. -What will you do now? 1014 01:35:11,964 --> 01:35:12,979 Live. 1015 01:35:13,546 --> 01:35:15,652 I'm a promiscuous woman, yes, 1016 01:35:15,967 --> 01:35:18,154 because I want to use sex as a means to find 1017 01:35:18,274 --> 01:35:22,213 what everyone is looking for. Recognition, 1018 01:35:22,333 --> 01:35:26,397 pleasure, self-esteem and, in short, love and affection. 1019 01:35:26,823 --> 01:35:29,038 What's pathological about that? 1020 01:35:29,816 --> 01:35:32,074 If you want to give me a name, go on, 1021 01:35:32,454 --> 01:35:33,774 I don't mind. 1022 01:35:34,482 --> 01:35:38,376 But you must know I'm really a mermaid, 1023 01:35:39,393 --> 01:35:40,603 a dryad, 1024 01:35:41,050 --> 01:35:42,109 simply a nymph. 1025 01:36:39,894 --> 01:36:43,113 -Hi. -Hi. 1026 01:36:47,623 --> 01:36:48,746 What? 1027 01:36:50,857 --> 01:36:52,351 Got home? 1028 01:36:53,191 --> 01:36:54,991 I want to fuck with you. 1029 01:37:01,462 --> 01:37:03,414 but, I have no money. 1030 01:37:07,595 --> 01:37:10,551 It doesn't matter. It's free. 1031 01:40:59,104 --> 01:41:03,664 It's impossible for a man who goes with whores 1032 01:41:03,953 --> 01:41:05,098 to be loyal. 1033 01:41:05,218 --> 01:41:06,161 Valerie... 1034 01:41:07,423 --> 01:41:08,252 Live.